janet called me this evening... said bible study would be starting this thursday with a bunch of other girls... hopefully it would do me good on my spritual side.... my first step into becomming a better christian... i hated it before cos everyone thinks that being a christian was cool and hip... i hated that.. when i go to their services, ther're not praising, they were making friends.... i wonder is church suppose to be like that?... and i thought it was singing and praising tell your lungs hurt.... but now i'm giving it and myself a second chance.. hopefully i'll be directed to the correct path this time.... btw can christians scold people? cos i hate this girl.... i don't really hate her... i just don't understand her... what does she want... btw i'm female... not lesbian... just problematic aquantaince i know...

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