had a break down on the phone just last night... parents were both in a bad mood.. that kinda affected me... i'm always affected by family stuff no matter how miniscule... plus i think i was kinda stressed out on the supp and all...oh right and i didn''t do anything at all yesterday.. infact i went to watch finding nemo.. really nice film... but anyway i guess i was on a heavy guilt trip... luckily shay was there and instead of the usual resonses to a crying person such as "come on stop crying everything will be alright, this and that this and that..." she let me cry till i was satisfied.. till i felt really stupid crying over wadever i was crying for... but that really made me a WHOLE lot better... i keep telling myself you've tried your best. just take the freakin paper on saturday and hey, if you fail it.. lets just repeat it then.. but i kinda snaped last night thinkin about all the worst case senarios i might face and shit. BUT itsokae now... just came back from the club studying & until yesterday i had not finished chap4.. but i managed to, today and finished 5 as well.. i'm half way through 6... there's still 7 which shouldn't be too difficult so i think i'll finish that up today, and of course the damned 13... wei will be helping me tmr.. i hope it'd help... it better work.

.:pseudonym:. burned at 10:18 PM