just came back from junel's violin concert.. i must say they're better than i thought they were.. they had class and all.. the very first concert i went in the campus that had the standard.. though there could have been improvements.. well what can i say, i'm a fussy person of the arts.

am all alone now.. been like that for 3 days now.... the house is all mine for the taking!! my parents left for a holiday since saturday and jack's only been back for a day? yup.. and i had the responsibility of taking care of the house... its kinda scary sometimes... but i leave so early in the morn and only come back so late.. so i guess its not that bad.. though reaching home so lte at night is a little scary... there might be cocroaches at the car porch.. i hate em.. its one thing that freak me out the most... its an insect and it flies.. the only insect i'm truly afraid.... so far a cooked 1 decent meal for myself.. the other days i jsut eat out or am too lazee to even cook something, extb the thought that i have to clean up after is good enough for me to starve.... :) that's jsut me... lazee... i might lose weight if this keeps up! haaz
one thing that also freaks me is, what if i came home to find the main door unlocked?? oh man.. lets not even go there... and heading to school hadn't been this stressful... "have i turned off all the lights? did i leave the stove on? did i lock the backdoor? windows closed? oh man.. i have not watered the plants last night......" there's also this thing about sleeping at night... its all quiet.. i'm not used to it... but i'm soooo damn tired every other night that i really don't give a damn... i jsut lie and snooze..

waking up has been a BIG problem for me.... the past two das of school i've been late... like say for 3 hours? i just keep pressing the damn sooze button... tomorrow will be a better day...

*i hope*

#i wanna start on my lecture notes this week.

.:pseudonym:. burned at 1:05 AM