Monday 22 December 2003

yumm... backed beans, canned sausages, fried eggs, burger patties all spread out on the marble table, mmm.....
tonight! WE FeaST!!! =) slurp *smacKers*

Someone told me last night, this morning rather, that i'm just like all M*ds. "Easily contented, never strives for the best for yourself. You're just like all of them" he said matter-of-factly. hmmm..... and i pOnder... am i?
i think, thought, and revealed, its not that i don't strive for the best for myself, put it this way, you know you're not gonna be in th high-end society if you're in general science.. i'm not talking about medical field or other pro jobs, just science-as it is. 2 major groups that form the high-end society, corporate business associates and people from the arts.. business have never been my thing, maybe that's why i've never thought about having 4 cars, living in a big private estate at some fancy neighbourhood, take a holiday every damn time i feel like it to god knows where, having the luxury of working for my self and not for others..... that's what he envisioned his future would be.... But none of the mentioned above ever cross my mind before, now that i've thought about it, yea its be great to live in a stylish house like my relative's have different cars to choose from for different occassions, i'm fortunate enough to be associated with relatives blessed with such fortune...
Maybe, maybe that's one of the reasons why i don't dream about such, becasue i have the opportunity to taste such luxury and class...

But beneath it all, sometimes, all you really want is to just be able to return to a cosy warm house with one damn complete family.

That's all the matters. to me anyway.

.:pseudonym:. burned at 1:49 AM