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today is rather low day. low in the sense... feel so low..
woke up earlier than any other usual tuesday just to go to school one hour ealier for blood donation.. i was excited i swear i was esp since junel promised me to go with me that doubled my eagerness and dunno.. just felt like doing this for a long time. so i woke up a little late ended up rushing to school in a cab that' minus 12 bux from my already depleting-rapidly pocket money.. reached there looked for little junel and yayy we wre up in the hall... but wait... even after completing the questionaire, reviewinng your questions, checking you bp, pricking your finger to check blood density AND THEN lying on the bed ready for the needle to be pricked, guess what happens...

the nurse couldn't find my vein........ SAD... she was like, hmm you've got tiny veins.. let me check the other arm. if i can't find it i may have to reject you... :((
as it turns out.. i do have tiny veins.. inherited from my dad as i later investigated.. he had a hard time inserting the needle for drip during op last time... ArK...
"so when would i be able to donate blood?"
"probably in a few years....." :((((((((((
sigh, if its not meant to be, its not meant to be...
junel also couldn't donate cos she has lbp today.. medic officerr said she should eat more`` hear that?? :)

neway, just sad la today.. in lecture, felt so stupid again. like i'm being looked down on ah.. then had test, fail. confirm. like bloody hel didn't study reproductive at all man. 8 mark qn: draw the human sperm and label all parts. 8 MARKS!! low...

molecular biology got back.. 9/20.... low..

project presentation dunno where we heading.. low..

eat watermelon... drops a piece on the table... low..

checks wallet now... $3.70 for the month... low......

......LOW.....

.:pseudonym:. burned at 12:15 AM