reasonswhyifeelthatwearenotmeanttobe.
he couldn't make it last saturday evening..
he usually has nothing on.i gave him a bloody shit attitude towards that last bit of the day.
don't ask me why. god knows what i was thinking.
he didn't come to work on sunday.
i also realize on monday that his last week is this week which gives me only one more week to do anything, something about it.
i finally get myself to ask nerd at 3 pm and he has yet to reply me with his number. i ask jenn for his number and its not with her. its stored in her other phone in her other home. why on earth did i not save it.
NOW,tell me, tell me that fate is on my side..?
.:pseudonym:. burned at 8:13 PM