this is the only day during my one week holiday that i am actually bored at home.. this just made me realize how busy i was.. today went to schol for discussion and also a little lab work.. all were late and i was atually on time! haha! oh well``

about the previous entry. i guess its just a step at a time. i'll just walk and see walk and see. but guess the only good thing about my situation is that i'm a girl. i don't have to do NS and i'm only 19. life's full of different roads. its not jsut that only sole road that you must take. i jsut hope my parents will understand. through time i guess. and i on my part will also have to start thinking about balancing my passion together with reality. i have given much thought and still i stick by my principles. i believe in seizing the opportunity. you only live once. jsut this once. i don't have to follow the norm. why should i anyway..? but i truly understand where my parents protests are coming from. really i do. i mean who would want to see their children in a risky situation.. but i believe in time i can prove that i have my own firm belief in my own capabilities and also my values. if through time my family still cannot accept it. i can say that i would be truly devastated.

guess what;s the most important thing right now in this phase in my life is to ultimately study hard and wait. wait for opportunity to come knocking on my door. and also divine intervention.

guess i will go wash my dad's car now...

.:pseudonym:. burned at 3:03 PM