the weekend came, and went..
so fast.. time really flies huh. i'm sure i have said it before a million times and i will say it again..
TIME FLIES. and its scary.

kinda had a mental breakdown that day... well lots of stuff kinda just happened and i was thinking about things in my life.. like is it really worth the paper chase and all.. yea.. mainly it was about the paper chase. whether it was all worth the run. whether i am worth the struggle, when all i want is really a simple life and what not. but really that was kinda like a childish tantrum.. well.. i guess what i'm trying to make out from my very skeptical jotting is that, ok. WHAT i wanna say is that, after much thinking and consideration..

Primarily: i want to go and get me degree. so no worries now mom.
and also: if the opportunity comes for me to work directly after my diploma with animals. i will take it. really i would. all the protest and all. i know. but i will take it, i don't see why can't i work for a couple of years first, then go get my degree.. my parents have such little faith in me. ok i take htat back now. they jsut want the best for me and i don't blame them.

last few days i did alot of thinking. kinda bothered me quite a bit. was thinking about not getting that damned degree at all.. i don't know what's up with all the radical thinking these few days but i kinda sorted it out and think, i will get that degree. but as said earlier if opportunity comes, i will grab it. yea. that's all i have to say today. oh well.

that's one really confused mind.

.:pseudonym:. burned at 11:58 PM