life's been good
cept for the occasional disbeliefs...

I passed my driving! whoopeedoo! got 18 demerits though.. haha when i was in circuit, apparently i was given 14 points demerits. during my directional change portion. man!

so i minus-ed another 2 points in circuit and another 2 on the public road.. when i was in circuit and the examiner told me,"striked curb ah." my heart like totally sank. cos i knew that would like cost me ten points. i thought to myself, "aiyah, die la. confirm fail le." so i just took everything easy. of all the circuit trainings i've had, never have i striked a curb or hit a pole. DAMMIT.

surprisingly enough i was not as nervous as i thought i would be. haa. before the exam i was very nervous. but when the instructor called my name and i left the test room, i was like "ok, this is it. do or die." it was alan's mentality that go with a mind that you will fail, since it was my first try anyway. so i was like, ok, wdv, fail then fail, there's always a second try..

and the freaky part of it all? i dreamt that i would get test route 4. and this mornin i got route 4! haha how cool is that. but i didn;t actually go hrough route 4 alot of times so. there. i'm jsut happy the traffic was ok this moring. but really the 10 mark thing really made my heart sink. i was like OMG. fail. so you don't know how happy i am. haa!

wheeeeeeE!~

but of cos there are spoilers around. pple who don't believe that i actually passed. and believe that it was due entirely on luck itself. i mean. how much luck can you depend on to pass your driving test?. sadly, they are my loved ones. they also believe that to pass on my first try meant that i'm not as competent as pple who took like 2 or 3 times to pass. cos their logic was that, they are more careful cos they failed before. wdv man, wdv. dont' believe in me? no faith in me? i'm used to it. cos renee can never do great things in life, right. wDV.
i not acutally angry.. i'm just ranting and having some self confidence issues.

i'm just happy i passed.

.:pseudonym:. burned at 8:20 PM