1. late for my project meetings.
   i shuold be shot at.
   suddenly don't have the drive to do my project. i know its the wrong attitude. i will change and try to be enthusiastic about it. we're meeting at 11 and i'm still at home. so screwed.
2. looking at my room and thinking to myself, what a super messy place i live in.
3. thinking alot. like more than normal. about everything. about the brown table, the green grass, hell, i've been looking at a normal rabbit in the pet store and thinking about its genetic sequence. uh-huh. you get what i'm saying.
4. a lazy ass.

i need to un-wind.
i need to freak out.
to let loose.
its time.
time to swim.
swim my heart out.
or visit zouk.