i've said it before, but i'd say it again:
its scary how time flies...

home now, its 4.15.. its also 19th of january. i skipped a national education talk that was supposedly compulsory for my lecture class to attend this afternoon.. decide to come home to do up my lit review. which is still underway.. there's a bloody mosquito in teh room as well. and literally bloody. annoying. i feel annoyed. by the fact that there's so much work to be done for school. feel cramped. its cramping the way i work. which is not good.

in another 11 or so more days, it will be febuary. dammit time flies. soon enough we need to study for tests, do up our FYP report, FYP presentation. and also, my finals. Foo, one of my lecturers talked to me yesterday. asked if i was being troubled by family matters, cos i didn't actually do very well for the quiz he set last week. in my mind i was like,"erm.. not really i have a happy family..." but i said i will look into it that i work harder and put distractions aside... i'm kinda like, erm. actually all is well. there really isn't any excuse for a perfectly "normal" student to actually fail is there? well i am the exception i guess. i dunno. whenever i don't do as expected to, pple wil question and ask is all is well. sigh. it gets pretty disappointing when people have so much faith in me.

the weekdays pass as if it was just a day or two. time seems to be running on the loose and i cannot seem to grab hold of it. sadx. one more day of school tmr and friday will be a public holiday.
i don't know what i am feeling really. should i be elated that the weekend is here or sad that, yet, another academic week has passed...
gtg. yet another random thought penned down.

.:pseudonym:. burned at 4:15 PM