Before i leave for phuket and not make it back,
a little quiz first...

10 Years Ago, I...
1. was 10 years old
2. won my first relay gold medal
3. had chinese tuition i hated. so much.
4. was having the time of my life in primary school

5 Years Ago, I...
1. was fifteen
2. almost retained. avg 50.1%
3. got my first kiss
4. went on my first school trip to australia (or was shanghai first?)

3 Years Ago, I...
1. was 17.
2. have since started working at u8ws
3. got into SG Poly
4. struggled to pass my modules

A Year Ago, I...
1. was still struggling to pass my modules
2. was struggling to get my fyp done nicely
3. was offered a job once i graduated
4. can dive and drive & started running again.

This Year, I...
1. lost my grand dad
2. experienced europe
3. got that job
4. was reminded that people aren't all that they seem to be.

Yesterday, I....
1. caught a show with my chum
2. had dinner with non political colleague (it was great)
3. learnt more about death and eternal suffering
4. wondered about the future, 20 yrs down.

Today, I ....
1. got whacked by dad in the morn to get up.
2. did not have to go to work
3. had breakfast with gramps. long time since i did and enjoyed it
4. will be leaving for phu8ket

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now :
1. sleeping
2. packing the bags
3. about how i use to be a gr8o working efficiently
4. how times passes you

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought :
1. last night's dinner
2. body wash and lotion
3. wet tissue
4. breakfast

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink :
1. water
2. teh
3. milo
4. quaker cereal

when was..
Last Time You Said 'I Love You' and to who?
to my darling cousin shi. on sms. tacky.

What Color Socks Are You Wearing ?
i don't wear socks.

What's Under Your Bed ?
dust

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
8.45am. explains the whacking by dad.

Current Hairstyle?
frumpled, tied up.

Current Clothes ?
tee and shorts

Current Desktop Picture ?
collage of the euro trip

Current Worry ?
getting robbed in thai8land

Current Hate ?
the mosquito in the room

Last CD You Bought ?
coldplay speed of sound

Favorite Place To Be ?
work

Least Favorite Place ?
work

If You Could Play An Instrument ?
cello, concert style

Have u ever been on stage?
yes

Current Favorite Word/Saying ?
bloody

Favorite Season ?
definitely summer. hah

One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Have..
no one. its all meant to be.

Favorite Day ?
tuesday

Where Would You Like To Go ?
backpacking around in a year

How Many Kids Do You Want ?
freaky question.

i'm not being morbid or depressing or pessimistic.
but if i do not make it back, cos there's so much mis-happenings around the world, i just want to state a few things. (if i don't make it back)
i love everyone in my life, seriously.
no matter what happened btw us, its cool.
no matter how badly you've treated me, i thank you.
if i died and have a wake held for me, don't cry. weep you may.
i want coldplay to be playing beside my candles for my family and friends to be listening to.
hopefully, it'd be color coordinated, gold, white and leafy green.
white sashes and gold ribbons. no prayers.
read only, EAP or Sri Swa8mi Siva8nan8da poems every 2 hrs.
guess that's all to it. since i do not have much money.
of course dad would be shocked since i told him that i did have.
but don't worry, i don't think its time i left yet.
i still have much unaccomplished stuff, waiting for me.

so now, what?
i hope to enjoy the next 5 days ;)

.:pseudonym:. burned at 1:48 PM