choices;are we spoilt by the availability of them?

why is it so difficult just to make a choice?
realize that most people these days can't seem to make a decent choice?
be it clothes or schedules or even lunches.
when you walked into a food centre for lunch, do you find it relatively difficult to choose what's for lunch? that's cos we're spoilt for choice. isn't that correct?
for me, it would have been easier if i just walked away to the atm or something and then get my friend to get me my lunch. that way, i don't need to actually think of what to eat.
that is unless of course you already know what you want to eat.

well, recently, alot of issues revolving around me seems to all fall onto making choices.
uncanny but true. men, work, house, insurance, bill payment mode, cars, housework. you may think, what's the big deal just make a choice. i used to think that.
until recently. let say if i considered which car to drive out today. i actually have lots of questions. i know, its madness. and its annoying as well. i think about petrol consumption, washing, maintenance. i didn't use to be like this. and i don't know what's killing my brain. its like i entered a whole new dimension. or this comes with age. i never really believed i would age gracefully, though i'd love to.

and i miss who i was. though the attitude was really 'fuck-care'. but i liked it.

this entry may not even appear as superficial as it is. my life's just really screwed now. i don't even know what's justifiable anymore.

.:pseudonym:. burned at 3:09 AM